My health is failing me...
How ridiculous does that sound? -.-

Anyhow, i... Ugh. I don't know.
Nothing is happening as it is supposed to. It's funny how training could seem so fun(ny) just earlier today and uh now, the same day feels so... Meaningless. I hate it when i want to do my work but i can't seem to find the motivation to do so. I'm wasting time, as usual. I really wish i could do my work but i am lazy to start. Teukie is right. I can't seem to find anything that i'm satisfied with right now. Nothing seems normal these days. Everything suddenly appears foreign and... detached. I don't know how to describe it, nevermind.

I think i kind of forgot how to blog -.- Haha. Everything's just been so mechanical. And the best comfort, of course, is immersion. I think i should go study, bye. But anyway, thank you, i had a good time today.

I miss Kangin. And Kibum.
I miss seeing all 13 of them performing together.

KANGIN WILL BE AT SSII NANJING.
Best Christmas present ever!

Lol. I suddenly got reminded of the silent protest against SNSD during the '08 Dream Concert. Honestly the girls didn't deserve that. Who ever asked the FBs to rip Suju's banner. That was low but it wasn't SNSD's fault. Generally SNSD doesn't give off a good vibe. There's something about them that doesn't feel right. Idk, I was never a fan of SNSD but i don't think the Cartel fans should blame SNSD for what happened. If they must, blame the Soshi Fanboys -.- (WHO I AM STILL VERY ANGRY AT FOR RIPPING SUJU's BANNER WHILE THEY WERE PERFORMING.) But i guess it's right of the Cartel fans and STANDers to say that Taeyeon should've taken responsibility for the Soshis' actions. They ARE SNSD's fans afterall. I can feel myself slowly agreeing with STANDers. How... Haha kbye.

THE BOYS WON AT 49%.
4+9=13 :D
♥

I had a loooong chat with Yu Xiang over the weekend. His training is five times a week O_O (but only 3h each time). AND I AM NOT SHORT. I am simply average. Lol. It's kind of saddening to know that Teukie's Cyworld is always so... I don't know. I mean. It's always so sad. So worrying ): CHEER UP TEUKIE.

"To tell you the truth, i've always liked our official balloon color. And i know it seems unrealistic, but until the day when Pearl Sapphire Blue covers the entire Earth, Super Junior will continue performing. (As Forever 13). WE ARE SUPER JUNIOR."

-Leeteuk, Super Junior's Angel Without Wings.

HI ANYONE WANT TO DONATE THEIR BOOKS TO ME. Books are superduper expensive now ): My total adds up to around $300. (Okay actually $272++). But anyway, that's still alot.